Gethsemane: "Abba! Father! "If".....and....."but"... (Mark 14:36) The cry of soul-filled love and cry of terror sorrowed down to death,- Two cries, contrary yet not: of near despair, complete abandoning by One of One, by One to One a trusting terror fills him to the core, his core of holiness now core of sin experienced. Abba! How you care, how you love this dearest loved of yours,- now us your dearest loved in Him, each one a 'first-born' one to you! Abba! Thank you without words for what Word can adequately say 'Thanks!'? "Abba! Father ! If..." and love's reply is Yes to You, to death, to us, to life. Abba! "How can we repay...?" The chalice, bitter joy, of Salvation we will raise, will drink, with Him, to You. Amen.
(Holy Thursday Night.)
